Freedom from bondage for those who shed blood

A few words about me

My birth name is Stephane Pautrot. Even though they didn't believe in God, my parents sent me to Catholic school when I was seven because my grand-mother, who was Catholic, wished I could make up my own mind about her religion. I loved hearing about Jesus and God but the two women who taught us kids were ill at ease when I pointed out inconsistencies in the Catholic doctrine and they were not able to answer some of my questions. I therefore concluded that religion was a joke. I left Catholic school and, needless to say, I stopped believing in God. A spiritual urge resurfaced when I was seventeen. I then started experimenting with several meditation techniques then, after finishing grad school with a master's degree in business and management then temping for a while in Oxford, UK, I went and study in a Vedic University (teaching India's traditional spiritual knowledge) in Holland.

A few years later, I had a first NDE (Near Death Experience). I went all the way up to the the vibrational top of creation then, in a quantum leap, I crossed the "gap" between creation and Absolute, merging with an unbounded ocean of infinite Peace, Love, Bliss and Knowingness. After delighting for a while in this state of Pure Being, I met Jesus, who gave a teaching, and Mother Mary. I then met archangel Michael who showed me I could slay what the Veda calls "rakshasas" (called demons in the Bible and jinns in the Quran) by beaming light at them through my hands.

Another few years later, I had a second NDE, during which the person I used to be died, which caused archangel Gabriel, with whom I then bonded, to rename me "Vid", the name I use when I am in service to God / Pure Consciousness... Whoich, as you now know, is not a mere concept for me but a vibrant reality I have first-hand knowledge of. By the way, strange as it may seem that I call God / Pure Consciousness a They, Allah – which is not another name for God, let alone another God, but which simply means "God" in Arabic – always refer to Themselves as "We" in the Quran... and make it clear They are the One who sent Moses (Ghafir 40:23) and Jesus (Al-Maidah 5:46). To put this as simply as possible, God / Pure Consciousness is Absolute and, just like, in two dimensions, there is only one space outside a circle, there can only be one Absolute and all relative alleged gods, for example the Egyptian god Horus – in whom believed Pharaoh, from whom Moses freed the slaves who had enough trust in him (Numbers 11:1-34; Al-Baqarah 2:61) – are fake and they have very limited power (Al-Furqan 25:3). Note Hinduism is not really polytheist since all legitimate gods are emanations of God / Pure Consciousness / The Absolute and have no separate agenda. There are however, a number of fake gods in Hinduism which, like all religions, has been tampered with; Kamadhenu is the main one.

Introductory theoretical teachings

Jesus' famous words about forgiveness – particularly turning the other cheek – only apply to our "regular" enemies, who do their best to be good people but whose conditioning makes it hard to love their neighbor, which both Jesus, the Quran and Buddhism request us to do. Jesus never meant we should systematically forgive evil people who deliberately hurt others to take advantage of them, which would mean we are supposed to submit to oppressors! See for yourself: "Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the world. No, I did not come to bring peace, but a sword." Those words are part of an important but often ignored group of verses, Matthew 10:34-39. Even worse, have you ever heard any representative of any Christian institutions remind you that Jesus ordered "Now, as for those enemies of mine who did not want me to be their king, bring them here and kill them in my presence"? Well, see for yourself he did in Luke 19:27!

Spiritual awakening doesn't make people impassive. This is unfortunately what many spiritual teachers lead their students to think but Jesus makes it very clear this is not true, firstly by making fun of the Pharisees for pretending to be emotionless (Matthew 23:25-26), secondly by saying people who spiritually awaken are similar to children (Matthew 19:14 = Mark 10:14 = Luke 18:16). Truth is, an impassive person is like a rock, unable to adapt and, if hit once, seemingly unaffected but, if hit often enough, irreparably broken whereas a child and an awakened person are like water: they adapt easily to new situations plus hitting them makes lots of ripples (emotions) but they soon come back to balance and hitting them over and over can never break them. Only very few very advanced spiritual masters become like air and are only rarely affected. Now, even Jesus, when he learnt he was going to be crucified, became sorrowful and extremely troubled (Matthew 26:37-38). There is however no doubt the emotions which arose in Jesus at that moment didn't last very long and, even though he was crucified 2000 years ago, Jesus is still alive in the higher planes of consciousness. Don't you think rocks or trees ascend to Heaven! By the grace of God / Pure Consciousness, and granted they are willing to evolve, they can however change. This is why Jesus tells the apostles if they had a tiny bit of faith, they could move trees (Luke 17:6) and even mountains (Matthew 17:20 ≡ Marc 11:23). This essential point is taught by a metaphor in the Shrimad Bhagavatam – the part of the Veda narrating Krishna's incarnation on Earth – which recounts how, noticing their evil deeds, a saint shows mercy to two men by killing them and cursing them to reincarnate as trees which, later, will be uprooted by Krishna – which will eventually grant them moksha (freedom from bondage) ... not because Krishna killed them but because he moved them. Also, the Ramayana, a famous Vedic Scripture, recounts how Hanuman brought Sita back to her god and king husband Ram without touching her: he carried the whole piece of land he found her on. Jesus is even more explicit since he says to the apostles if they had a tiny bit of faith, they could move trees (Luke 17:6) and even mountains (Marc 11:23) and cast them into the sea, which stands for emotions.

About acceptation and anger: pretending anger is a sin is plain stupid. Who would be stupid enough as to claim being sad is a sin? Then how could it be a sin to feel any emotion which arises and which we didn't choose to feel? Do those stupid Christian institutions – who have no idea what they are talking about! – mean we should welcome all our emotions but anger? Do they mean we should repress anger? Do the simpletons who claim that, for studying theology, only them are allowed to comment Jesus' teachings, really mean we should repress our emotions even though Jesus, as I already pointed out, makes fun of the Pharisees for repressing their emotions in Matthew 23:25-28? What we should do is, as much as possible, avoid acting on anger... with the essential exception I also already pointed out: being on a spiritual path doesn't mean that, for the sake of acceptation, we should allow bullies to take advantage of us. Acceptation actually entails acknowledging being bullied or taken advantage of makes us sad or angry. Repressing this sadness or anger for the sake of acceptation only adds a second layer of denial. This means, unless we genuinely love being bullied and taken advantage of, acceptation really entails doing our best to stand up to our oppressors.

Being in the moment, an essential characteristic of spiritual awakening, doesn't mean being mentally focused. This sadly very common misconception is as stupid as thinking Ritalin or cocaine or, for those cocaine makes paranoid, a blend of cocaine and heroin, can bestow spiritual awakening! What being in the moment means is doing the will of God (Matthew 7:21; Matthew 12:50; John 5:30) in real time, without a picosecond of delay. Many people are convinced doing the will of God / Pure Consciousness means knowing Their law – as if They had planned every situation which could possibly occur till the end of times and stated how one should act in each particular situation! If it was so, it would be impossible to know the whole divine law plus, even if someone managed to know it all, it would take time to figure out what to do in unusual situations. Someone who computes items of law to decide how they should act is not in the moment! Even computers wouldn't be in the moment if they computed innumerable items of law! They would have some delay. So, again, being in the moment means immediately doing the will of God / Pure Consciousness. The only way to do this is not by thought and proper judgment but by spontaneously doing the right thing.

No law, even Divine, can be set in stone. To expand on what I explained in the above paragraph, it is essential to understand no law can systematically prescribe the best possible behavior and even the most famous and important of the Ten Commandments is not set in stone. For example, a spiritually minded woman may consider giving birth anonymously to a child without being aware that, while being taken care of by socials services or after being legally adopted, her child will fall under the grip of very evil people. In this case, in Their infinite compassion, God / Pure Consciousness may inspire that mother to be to abort in order to prevent her child from being severely abused. Because such a situation can be foreseen by God / Pure Consciousness but it cannot be known by the parents of the unborn child, only someone who can feel what the right thing to do is – which obviously entails not being impassive! – can take the decision to abort without making it being about themselves even though Christian Institutions would wrongly call it a sin. The police can – and should! – go by the book whereas a spiritually minded person can never do the will of God / Pure Consciousness according to any kind of set of rules, however complex it might be. The Ten Commandments were only guidelines for people at the kindergarten of spirituality. Believing in God / Pure Consciousness doesn't mean we cannot grow to a deeper understanding.

Mukta vs. moksha. Anyone who accesses spiritual awakening (called mukta in the Veda) automatically accesses moksha, freedom from bondage. It is also possible never to access spiritual awakening yet to be granted moksha upon passing. This distinction is important because some people were told it isn't in their DNA to spiritually awaken. It is actually true that a number of people can never access spiritual awakening, even incarnation after incarnation. Psychopaths, for example, are inherently evil, they remain evil life after life and it would take a miracle for them to reincarnate as a non evil person. Granted they sincerely wish to become good and they seriously and for long enough follow the guidance of someone God / Pure Consciousness sent to help those who sold their soul redeem it – which entails refraining as much as possible from doing evil – even psychopaths can, however, be granted moksha when they pass.

Worldwide satsangs
(silent gatherings)

I facilitate a 30 minute worldwide satsang every second Sunday of each month from 6:30pm to 7pm, Paris time, and every fourth Sunday of each month from 10am to 10:30am, Paris time during which, from the comfort of our homes and wishing for humanity to be rid of injustice and oppression, we gather silently. All you have to do to join us from the comfort of your home is to either sit comfortably or lie down at the planned date and time, close your eyes and inwardly say this prayer with as much sincerity as possible: "Dear archangel Gabriel, dear archangel Michael, please rid humanity of injustice and oppression and include me in the worldwide satsang facilitated by Vid". That's it! Enjoy with eyes closed for 30 minutes! If the satsang is held while you are asleep, you may say the requested prayer before going to sleep. You won't enjoy the satsang as much as if you were conscious but you will still benefit from it and contribute to ridding humanity of injustice and oppression.

Participation requirements: you must be of legal age in the country you live in and sincerely wish for humanity to be rid of injustice and oppression, which entails doing your best to share the news about what I do (Matthew 10:27) without excluding anyone because of their race or social status.

Exclusions: anyone who cannot access an up to date version of my website, exactly as I wrote it and in its entirety, either online or in its local html or pdf or printed version, is excluded – which implies granted you are not excluded for another reason, being allowed into a satsang certifies you have an authentic version of my entire website. Anyone who worships fake gods (Matthew 7:6) ^(*) plus anyone who drugged me, who raped me, who tortured me, who hurt me in any way, who repeatedly harassed me or who threatened me is excluded until they produce – enough by archangel Gabriel's standard – fruit worthy of repentance (Matthew 3:7-9 ≡ Luke 3:7-8).

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^(*) The proper translation of the beginning of Matthew 7:6 is "Do not give pagans what is sacred". The problem is, the Ancient Greek word unanimously translated as "dogs" is "κυσίν (kysin)" which is the dative plural of "κύων (kúōn)", which may indeed mean "dogs" but, more importantly, also means "servants of the gods", e.g. not just people who didn't believe in God but people who used to worship fake gods, referred to as pagans in both the Bible and the Quran, and this is what Jesus really meant. (Hindus are not excluded since, as I explained in the section "A few words about me", contemporary Hinduism and the Veda are not really polytheist.)

Laying of hands

Granted you may join the worldwide satsangs I facilitate and you are not excluded from receiving an empowerment (cf. the paragraph "exclusions" below) you can, during each worldwide satsang I facilitate, be empowered to lay hands to promote peace, joy, compassion and courage to stand up to injustice and oppression ^(*). You can receive a theoretically unlimited number of empowerments. The first empowerment will allow you to start laying hands. Each subsequent empowerment will allow you to lay hands with more power.

Here is what you should do if you would like archangel Gabriel to, by my intercession, empower you to lay hands and if you want to keep practicing laying of hands:

1- pledge to archangel Gabriel you will never hurt me or harass me or pick on me in any way plus you will never lie to me (imposed posts on socials are excused) or lie about me or betray me or try to cross me in any way, either actively or passively, either yourself or via an outsider (Matthew 12:30 ≡ Mark 9:40 ≡ Luke 11:23) ^(**) then request archangel Gabriel to empower you to lay hands.

2- close your eyes and, inwardly, say this prayer at least once a day at least six days a week: "Dear archangel Gabriel, dear archangel Michael, please rid humanity of injustice and oppression" ^(***). This is not a sentence you have to say mechanically. You have to mean it, you must wish for your prayer to be fulfilled.

During the next worldwide satsang you will join, archangel Gabriel will empower you to lay hands to promote peace, joy, compassion and courage to stand up to injustice and oppression ^(****). As long as you keep praying as requested, each subsequent satsang you will join will allow your laying of hands power to grow.

Until you access spiritual awakening – called mukta in the Veda and "baptism in the Holy Spirit" in the Bible (John 3:5) – you will only be able to lay hands on yourself (Acts 1:4-8). If you have been attuned to reiki and / or other types of energy work, you will not be able to lay hands on other people any more until you access spiritual awakening.

3- keep saying this prayer, sincerely wishing for it to be fulfilled, at least once a day at least six days a week, including right before each time you lay hands on yourself, for as long as you wish to remain empowered to lay hands. You can take pauses any time you like and be re-empowered at the same level of power after a minimum of three months by resuming praying as requested. If you have been attuned to reiki and / or other types of energy work and you'd rather resume laying hands on other people even though you haven't accessed spiritual awakening yet, all you have to do is stop saying the requested prayer. After laying hands on someone again, you will never be able to channel the spiritual energy which, by my intercession, archangel Gabriel empowered you to channel via laying hands any more but you will be able to use the other energy frequencies you were attuned to when you lay hands both to yourself and other people.

These are NOT long distance empowerments. I want to make this very clear since there is still debate about the quality of reiki and other energy healing systems long distance attunements and since the bastards who are on my back 24/7 and who claim they are so intellectually superior to regular human beings they are like gods compared to me so they are entitled to forbid me from giving long distance empowerments. Worse, those stupidest clowns ever claim they live in the moment even though they thought they could harass me for what I wrote in the two previous paragraphs, which means they didn't understand what I was going to explain in this paragraph, which is yet so simple even a moderately smart seven year old would understand anyone can join a satsang I facilitate from anywhere in the world and, in the same way, anyone, from anywhere in the world, can request archangel Gabriel to empower them to lay hands because archangel Gabriel is everywhere at the same time so, since I made it clear I do not give empowerments, I only intercede for those who wish to be empowered to lay hands, and since archangel Gabriel is the one who gives the empowerments, the empowerments you can receive by my intercession are not long distance empowerments. Whether you are sitting next to me or twelve thousand miles away, you are still receiving an on site empowerment of the same quality.

Exclusions: if you are not excluded from joining the worldwide satsangs I facilitate and yet, after you followed the requested procedure, archangel Gabriel doesn't empower you to lay hands, this means you have to produce – enough by archangel Gabriel's standard – fruit worthy of repentance (Matthew 3:7-9 ≡ Luke 3:7-8), be it for becoming rich via shedding blood (Ezekiel 22:12), for libeling me (Matthew 5:11) or for contributing to libeling me via gossiping about me (Matthew 12:36), for ignoring my teachings and my warnings or for failing to support me, particularly so if you knew I am sick and I am being censored plus severely harassed or if you treated me like a leper just because I am not a member of your stupid math club. Pledging to archangel Gabriel what you intend to do to support me plus pledging to him you will come and visit me to support me as you pledged as soon as the next third Sunday of the month after being empowered might be enough for archangel Gabriel to empower you to land hands ^(**).

Important note: many people who would have been irrevocably excluded by Jesus and the apostles, even if only for ignoring my teachings and my warnings (Matthew 10:11-15) are given a second chance since no one else will be sent by God / Pure Consciousness before Judgment Day / Armageddon. Don't you think you will be given a third chance, though!

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^(*) Laying hands is not meant to heal! Believing Jesus healed the sick in the physical sense of the term and, moreover, instructed the disciples to do the same, is one of the greatest lies sung in unison by all current Christian institutions. Truth is, in Matthew 10:9-13 = Mark 2:17-17 = Luke 5:27-32, Jesus uses the terms "physician" and "sick" as a metaphor and he makes it clear he is speaking to sinners and he is inviting them to review their attitude and change their ways. If we are to use the word "healing", laying hands is only intended to "heal" souls, e.g. what Christian Institutions would call bringing souls back to God but I'd rather phrase it this way: the ultimate goal of laying hands is to free souls from the illusion of being separate from God / Pure Consciousness. Here are four Christian clues laying of hands is not meant to physically heal the sick:

1- in Church, when they hand us the host, priests do not say something like "Christ's health" but "Christ's peace".

2- when he sent the disciples to teach in his name, Jesus didn't tell them to heal the sick but to give peace to their hosts (Matthew 10:11-13) (The Gospels also recount Jesus told the disciples to heal the sick but, again, he didn't mean they should heal their bodies but their souls).

3- just like the Buddha's, Jesus' core teachings are not meant to keep people healthy but to help them find peace here and now (Luke 6:47-49). Actually, Jesus did know about reincarnation and he did allude to it in Matthew 11:13-15 and Matthew 17:10-13 = Mark 9:11-13 even though he did not teach everything he had to teach, not even to the disciples, because they were not ready to bear it (John 16:12).

4- according to the Bible, most of Jesus' miracles were to give sight to the blind. The Gospels actually tell us Jesus healed 38 people who were blind from birth but this is a metaphor to say he awakened them.

^(**) Be careful, failing to abide by a pledge you made to archangel Gabriel will cause you to be dis-empowered once and for all (Matthew 12:31 ≡ Mark 3:29 ≡ Luke 12:10). Now, if you lie to me compulsively and without malicious intent but, within one minute, you confess to lying to me, you clarify what you lied about and you state the truth, you will not be considered as having lied to me and you will, of course, not be dis-empowered.

^(***) We should theoretically not pray to anyone but God but praying archangel Gabriel and archangel Michael is okay because they are extremely close to God. The problem with praying God is that people who are not that bad have been taught Lucifer is God yet praying to Lucifer is certainly not okay! You can of course pray to God granted you refer to the unbounded ocean of infinite Peace, Love, Bliss and Knowingness I merged with during my first NDE but I don't want to end up giving a list of names of God to which it is okay to pray so, to make things simple, I'd rather request you to pray to well identified archangels. Now, if you look archangels up, different teachers give different lists of archangels with sometimes different abilities. Praying to archangel Gabriel and archangel Michael is all the more okay that they are referred to in both the Torah, the Bible and the Qu'ran plus ridding humanity of injustice and oppression falls within the scope of their abilities, the added help of archangel Michael being that he slays demons / rakshasas / jinns which incite people to do evil. Of course, Lucifer also incites people to do evil but he would lose a lot of power if he lost his army. I wouldn't recommend praying to saints or other angels to rid humanity of injustice and oppression either because they might be powerless in this respect.

^(****) Granted you are sensitive enough, you should feel the additional intensity of the empowerment during the satsang. After being empowered, practicing is easy. All you have to do is place your hands anywhere on your body, for example, when you are lying down, one hand on your stomach and one hand on your chest or, when you are sitting down, both hands on your thighs, then think the prayer "Dear archangel Gabriel, dear archangel Michael, please rid humanity of injustice and oppression".

Granted you are sensitive enough, you will feel the energy starting to flow. You might, for example, feel some sort of warmth or a tingling sensation in your hands. A number of people who cannot feel the energy flowing can at least feel some sort of relaxation. Do not try to do too much for integrating spiritual energy is like digesting a meal: too much can be uncomfortable. However, you cannot become "bulimic" with spiritual energy because, for your own good, it will stop flowing if you lay hands on yourself too much. If you cannot feel the energy or a sense of relaxation any more when you lay hands on yourself, just take a pause for a few days! Now, there might also be some sort of inner block which a satsang may help you get rid of. Rest assured experience will make you at ease with how spiritual energy works! After you access spiritual awakening, laying hands on other people will not be a problem since you will have gained enough experience laying hands on yourself.

Need to be freed from Kamadhenus' grip?

If, for, whether willingly or against your consent, drinking the hot milkshake of the rakshasa / demon / jinn the Veda calls Kamadhenu, you are under that pest's grip ^(*), you can receive help during a free six day retreat. Cf. section "Well... come and visit me" for details. Joining the worldwide satsangs (silent gatherings) I facilitate twice a month and practicing laying of hands will also greatly facilitate your recovery from the spiritual abuse Kamadhenu put you through.

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^(*) Kamadhenu's hot milkshake is not a mushroom extract or any "all natural" dietary supplement sold off the counter for a very high price. If you never drank any health improving supplement with alleged consciousness elevating properties which the general public cannot buy, don't worry, you are not being annoyed by Kamadhenu.

January, 19, 2026 update

In two separate occasions, I publicly challenged the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 – and who take pride in, among other things, practicing black magic – to do black magic at me because I knew I would return their stupid black magic at them and this was the only way for me to fight those morons who think they are courageous even though they do not have the guts to look me in the eye and they only harass me and hurt me from afar, holed up in their stupid den, via the pirates they hired. Both times, those evil clowns barely tickled me with what felt like extremely weak greyish energy to me! This is how powerless those morons who claim they are supremely enlightened are against me when it comes to anything vaguely non materialistic!

The bottom line is, don't you doubt I can free you from Kamadhenu's grip! I am not saying you will be in a 24 hour bliss after taking the six day retreat (cf. section "Well... come and visit me!") for you will still have to face your own shadow, which is an essential part of the spiritual path – unless they are seriously deluded, mosquitoes don't see hummingbirds when they look in a mirror! – but that pest Kamadhenu won't be on your back any more. The metaphor I use is: spiritual seekers who are not lying to themselves don't plunge a clay statue into golden paint they claim it is massive gold, they scrape the clay off of the massive gold statue which they know that they are without having realized it yet. Like bursting a boil, this scraping process may be uncomfortable or ugly at times but it is the only real way to know oneself and the gain in peace, joy, compassion and courage highly exceeds the occasional discomfort caused by this genuine spiritual growth.

The 144 000

If you would like to be part of those the Bible foretells will be redeemed from the world and, because of Revelation 14:1-3, have been called "The 144 000", you have to understand enjoying wealth and / or privileges for shedding blood (Ekeziel 22:12) and obeying the worst criminal ever makes you guilty even if you did so under duress and even if you are poor. Let me put this in words as simple as possible:

Just like giving stolen luxury shoes back after wearing them for three, ten or twenty-three years is very different from never wearing those shoes in the first place and giving them back immediately, the longer you enjoyed privileges offered to you by criminals, the more you need to do to be forgiven, the very least being to stop being accomplices to criminals (Revelation 18:4, in which "my people" refers to anyone with a conscience, not just Christians). Even a penniless singer or comedian with a criminal for a manager or an agent is their accomplice since, in exchange for doing the job they like plus, possibly, being famous and feeling loved by their fans, those artists allow a criminal to make money via their talent and work, hence they give them power, hence they are their accomplice, which also needs to be redeemed for.

Contributing to ridding humanity of injustice and oppression by joining the satsangs I facilitate is a excellent way to produce fruits worthy of repentance. Additionally, if you killed someone, praying for them is way more important than praying to be forgiven. Supporting me or doing selfless service on your own rather than via charities, the vast majority of which are corrupted and steal money, would also be a good idea.

It is important to understand this guilt thing has nothing to do with being evil or punished. God / Pure Consciousness is not going to destroy planet Earth in what has been called Armageddon and create a New Earth as a safe haven for good people (Revelation 21:1-8 – notice the word "cowards" in the eighth verse!) if corrupted people are allowed in for, in the long run, it would cause the New Earth to end up in as terrible a situation as Earth is in right now so bear with me, conscience goes along with courage, not just because it is a spiritual truth nobody else has the integrity to tell you about but because it is the only way to start anew without repeating the same mistakes over and over. To put this in even simpler words than I did in the previous paragraph, in case of a severe epidemic with a very deadly virus, the only way to save humanity would be to quarantine anyone who is infected, whatever the reason they were infected for so, if you are infected, rather than claiming you are not responsible and rather than saying you're sorry for being sick, do what it takes to get rid of that nasty virus because no one who is infected will access the New Earth.

If you are a good person, you probably think you do not deserve to go to Hell and that is true but that doesn't mean you can go to the New Earth, not out of being punished but for the protection of those who will access the New Earth. Now, when planet Earth is destroyed, where are you going to live if you cannot access the New Earth and, for being inherently good, you do not deserve to go to Hell? The only way will be to "recycle" your soul in Gehenna, which is different from Hell: Hell is a place where those who committed crimes go for as long as their crimes call for – but, after Earth will have been destroyed, for not being able to reincarnate on the Earth plane anymore, they will stay in Hell forever. Gehenna is like a spiritual incinerator; it burns forever but souls only stay there for as long as it takes to dispose of them during what the Bible call the second death (Revelation 21:14), the death of the soul.

Last but not least, please understand that, on the New Earth, power will be granted according to conscience, as suggested in Matthew 19:30 ≡ Matthew 20:16 ≡ Mark 10:31 ≡ Luke 13:30. What Jesus means in those verses is that, even if they are forgiven for becoming rich and gaining power via shedding blood, the more power people have on Earth, the less power they are likely to have on the New Earth, depending on how much fruit worthy of repentance they produce. To put this in simple words, earning a ticket to the New Earth is not merely like earning a ticket to a concert, it is also about whether you are going to sit in the VIP lodge, in the front row, as close as possible to the front row or in the very last row.

If, expecting nothing but spiritual upliftment and a better lot on the New Earth, you want to support my endeavor to help the poor and the oppressed (Matthew 10:42 ≡ Mark 9:41), here are a few things I need help with:

► knowing everything about Kamadhenu's worshipers and what really happens to those they drag to that rakshasa / demon / jinn's worship. (I know the gist of it but knowing the details would help me help them.)

► creating a charity to lodge and feed homeless people. I hope to gather enough funds to lodge anyone who so needs. This could be A LOT since, according to Global homelessness statistics, an estimated 100 million people were homeless in 2005 and – despite the COVID pandemic which probably killed a lot of people who were on the street – that figure rose to 150 million in 2021! I therefore hope to be able to have built lots and lots of buildings, which is all the more important that the very vast majority of (alleged) charities steal money and primarily help corrupted people (Ezekiel 22:12).

Needless to say, the charity will be run by students of mine whose integrity will have been approved by archangel Gabriel via empowering them to lay hands and our charity will not steal a dime (Revelation 14:4, in which "virgins" refer to those who never worshiped fake gods plus those who were sitting on the fence (Al-A'raf 7:46) and who, for turning their backs on the fake gods they used to worship and for producing fruit worthy of repentance, are like virgins again). The construction of tall buildings happens to be the sign of the end times announced by archangel Gabriel in his ^(*) Hadith, which is part of the Sunna, e.g. the Muslim oral tradition.

► PR for the charity.

► money or estate donations to the charity.

► a native Spanish speaker who I can chat with and who can correct my mistakes. (Granted my interlocutor speaks slowly enough, I currently understand Spanish at about A2 level but, for lack of practice, my spoken Spanish is terrible).

► security ^(**). Also cf. section titled "Risks, security and proof of the existence of God / Pure consciousness"

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^(*) Daniel 10:18... and, since the 21^st century's consensus is still to call someone who looks like a man a he, I do call archangel Gabriel a he even though his energy is mostly feminine. Actually, I also have a male body but my energy – as well as my psycho-emotional functioning – is mainly feminine.

^(**) Kamadhenu's worshipers are on my back 24/7 via pirates they hire (cf. section "Why Kamadhenu's worshipers are so desperate to silence me" for more information), they keep sending me death threats like once a week in average, they tried to involve me in a car accident eight times, including twice yesterday.

Well... come and visit me!

Just like Jesus did (John 8:26; John 12:47) I do not judge what people did even yesterday, even if they killed the person they loved the most or if they tortured people, and I welcome each and every of those who want my help according to how well they mean today. Now, the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 just won't let me phone or email my friends plus they rarely let me phone my mom and, on her very birthday of 2026, they even deleted two innocent vocal WhatsApp messages I sent her so it won't come as a surprise that the only way to get in touch with me is to come and visit me directly, which, granted I know you and, by my intercession, archangel Gabriel empowered you to lay hands, you can do by showing up on my terrace ^(*) on any third Sunday of the month between 2:01pm and 2:29pm to:

► ask questions and / or receive instructions and / or advice… and since, as of January 16, 2026, the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 are stupid enough as to keep requesting me to "do my part" even though I warned them for over three years I would only do what would be necessary for them to let go of me, I will explain – explain, not reveal! – to any student who will so wish, all the symbols a bunch of evil clowns are arrogant enough as to reveal their secrets in plain site with and if those evil clowns (who are stupid enough as to keep giving the stupid stubborn bastards they are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers and sisters even though they do not respect their law their blessing to harass me) want me to keep quiet about their stupid symbols they are convinced no one but them could possibly understand, they will have to buy my silence by freeing enough slaves I will designate... and after all the harm the stupid stubborn bastards put me through during all those years even though they were violating their very law – and, as I am typing this, those mean morons are still playing with my mouse, as they did so many times, sometimes up to twenty or thirty times a minute even when I was merely peacefully watching videos! – and you know the saying, "Those who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones and claim walls can't stop them from reading the stars in the sky" so, as opposed to their stupid stubborn brothers, they will have to make me feel like they are taking me seriously!

► be relieved of Kamadhenu's grip. Even though the retreat is silent, it is necessary to speak either English or French or Spanish with at least an A1 level or have a translator. The six day retreat will be held from the next Monday to the next Saturday after the Sunday collective appointment. The retreat itself is free and I am not asking for anything for myself in return but rich students can only take this retreat after sending me, at least two by two, thirty-six poor students who genuinely wish to take this retreat, who live at least six hours away from Lourdes, France, according to Google Maps and of whose travel, stay and travel back to the place of their choice they took full care of ^(*).

► Be empowered to practice silent prayer, a particularly efficient technique for spiritual growth which satisfies both Jesus' instructions in Matthew 6:7 and Krishna's instructions in Bhagavad-Gita 2:45 and which Jesus himself used to teach 2000 years ago. The class itself is free and I am not asking for anything for myself in return but I only teach it to poor students who support my endeavor to help the poor and the oppressed via selfless service and to rich students who pledged to archangel Michael they would put all their wealth and power at my disposal.

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^(*) Until I am provided with security and a venue, I only receive people I know. (Indoor security agents must have been empowered to lay hands by my intercession). There is a large parking spot, long enough for two regular vehicles one behind the other, in front of my house, which is the maroon left one. Be careful not to lean on the part of my terrace's railing which is damaged for this could cause you to fall and be injured.


Important notice about private sessions: I used to do long distance private sessions for anyone who so requested. This sometimes got me to be even more harassed by the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 and who don't want me to help a number of people. Worse, those stupid stubborn bastards told a number of pretty celebrities I did a private session for them as a way to hit on them, which it wasn't, I was only trying to help. I even did a series of long distance private sessions for three celebrities to support them as they were being tried in a court of law for a while. One is an actress I hardly know and I never even followed on Instagram, the two other ones are men! The worst part is I felt a number of celebrities did believe I did a private session for them in an intent to hit on them because they "thanked" me by being upset with me! Some day, a celeb slave used coded language to, apparently, request a private session but I felt she was rejecting the energy and I understood someone made her request this session without warning her. I now therefore only do private sessions for people who have been approved by archangel Michael and archangel Gabriel – the very least being that they are not excluded from joining the satsangs I facilitate plus they would be happy to receive a private session! Also, when this slave rejected spiritual energy she seemed to have requested, I understood I have to ignore anything anyone says to me via hand signs or a narrative under the narrative since I have no idea if they mean what they are conveying – which I understand perfectly in the tiniest details... – or if someone wants me to believe they do so, if you have something essential to say to me, say it out loud in a way which leaves no doubt you mean it.

Why Kamadhenu's worshipers are so desperate to silence me

Kamadhenu's worshipers – some of them, at least, via pirates they hired and via minions they have everywhere – are on my back 24/7. They would do anything to prevent me from teaching because, just like the Pharisees did back in the day, Kamadhenu's worshipers, who chose to love money more than their soul ‐ and Jesus makes it very clear this just won't take anyone to Heaven (Matthew 6:24 = Luke 16:13, two other verses Christian institutions never tell you about...) – don't want anyone to go to Heaven and they want people of different religions to oppose one another, like Christians and Muslims did for centuries. The famous phrase "Divide and conquer" is actually typical of the devil's MO, since his name comes the both Latin and Greek word "diabolo", which means "he who divides". This is why Jesus words "Whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters" (Matthew 12:30 = Luke 11:23) are so important and this is why, rather than pointing out shallow differences, I unite religions at the level of their core truth.

Let me use a metaphor about this essential point: a North African and an Spanish could quarrel about what is the best possible dish, couscous or paella, but what really matters is for food to provide us with the nutrients our bodies need. In the same way, beyond cultural and personal preferences, what really matters is for religions and spiritual paths to provide us with proper inner contact with God / Pure Consciousness or, to put things in an even simpler way, what really matters is for religions and spiritual paths to provide us with enough peace, compassion, joy and courage, which, before going to Heaven, happens to be the essential core of Jesus' teachings (Luke 6:47-49). Because of Psalm 23:1 ("The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing", evil and shallow people interpret this as meaning that the comfort of being wealthy is the only thing which matters, which not only denies Jesus' warning (again, Matthew 6:24 = Luke 16:13) but is plain stupid because wealth can be taken away but spiritual advancement cannot. What Jesus means – and similarly to what I explained about rocks and water – lacking nothing means we are able to adapt to what life gives us. It certainly doesn't mean we are supposed to use brute force to take whatever we want, especially when all genuine religions insist, in a way or another, on the importance of being as kind as possible!

You therefore understand why Kamadhenu's worshipers, who, while claiming they are supremely enlightened, perfectly impassive and totally devoid of ego – which the Veda makes perfectly clear is IMPOSSIBLE (look up "leshavidya") – desperately cling to their wealth and power, are on my back 24/7 and are so eager to silence me, to the extent that they take advantage of my serious health problems, which make it simpler for me to order part of my food from the Internet plus because of which I cannot find many supplements my body needs in local shops, keep having adulterated foods sent at me – yet again, the rice milk I drank for breakfast this morning was adulterated! – and who, as soon as I announced on my website my intention to attach to my front gate a plate briefly presenting my services, sent someone to partially unscrew on of my gate's bolts as a warning. To give you an idea of how much power those evil clowns have, they even had me locked up ILLEGALLy and against my consent in a psychiatric ward. See for yourself in the document below:

The first motive invoked by the psychiatrist who had me locked me up against my consent, the only motive which looks somewhat medical ("Delusion with systematized interpretation") is not even a real condition! The other two motives are Accuses his neighbors of pedocriminality" (I didn't accuse my neighbors but one of them, big difference, and that certainly doesn't qualify as as psychiatric condition!) and "Allegedly has weapons at home", which I don't, except for a legally acquired decorative katana which never leaves my wall and, even if I did have weapons, that would be a crime, not cause for locking me up against my consent!

This means none of the three motives invoked by that psychiatrist are even remotely close to legal reasons to have me locked up against my consent!... and by the way, despite being treated in a very unfair way with nothing to do all day but watch TV and roam in corridors and even though none of the three psychiatrists I saw while I was locked up bothered to prescribe any medicine – but a sleeping pill, as far as the third one in concerned, which tells how deluded those three psychiatrists really diagnosed me to be! – I behaved perfectly during the nine days it took before I was allowed to see the person called "Liberty Judge" in France and that judge had me released immediately.

I am not saying not having on my back 24/7 the stupid stubborn pirates who have access to my laptop, my phone and my tablet plus who keep harassing me from morning to evening and from evening to morning (and who, to only give two examples, woke me up up to eight times a night by rebooting my CPAP machine, or lowered the pressure or that device meant to treat a severe sleep apnea syndrome so much that it rendered it useless, which caused me to be exhausted for two years... and the only reason I got better is not because those stupid stubborn bastards treated me less harshly but because I changed the position in which I sleep plus I modified my diet, which used to cause my nose to be clogged most nights, and I now breathe much better while sleeping) didn't feel like holidays but I still remained perfectly calm and social in conditions in which most people would have been either angry or afraid they would never be let out or all the more depressed that entertainment and hobbies were reduced to a minimum since patients were not allowed to keep their phone and having even a basic conversation was very difficult with about half of them, which made roaming in corridors the most time consuming occupation.

Contrary to what the above document claims, you now know how dangerous I really am... except to the bastards who lie to the people they are evil and hypocritical enough as to call brothers and sisters and who would do anything to prevent me from telling a truth they kept hidden for 1400 years, particularly the worst part, which not a single religious institution and not a single spiritual teacher ever tells: not a single rich person will ever access spiritual awakening / go to Heaven unless they follow the guidance of someone God / Pure Consciousness sent them to help them.

Having me illegally locked up against my consent alone shows how much power those filthy Kamadhenu's worshipers have. I am not saying millions of people adhere to their stupid doctrine and I am certainly not saying the psychiatrist who locked me up is one of them but he could have been bribed or threatened and, even though anyone harassing me is momentarily excluded from receiving my help, I understand how someone who is threatened their wife and kids will be killed if they don't do what those stupid Kamadhenu's worshipers want is so afraid that they would do as they demand.

If you are not yet convinced some people have a lot of power and they can use it to serve their selfish illegal interests, I suggest you watch – or at least you read the plot and watch the trailer of – Clint Eastwood's movie inspired by true events, "Changeling", in which corrupted cops have people locked up in a psychiatric ward against their consent in an intent to try to compel them to obey them.

Now, why am I saying those people are stupid? Because the gist of their stupid doctrine is to drag away as many people to Hell alongside them so they can enjoy raping and torturing them 24/7, which is how those filthy psychopaths think of Hell as their personal Heaven. The only problem is they are seven fully independent layers of Hell and the nastiest of those bastards will be gathered in the seventh, deepest, layer of Hell and, just like those morons are totally and utterly unable to teleport themselves to even if only they afterword, which is below the first higher loka (the first "layer" of Heaven), they won't be able to wander outside the seventh layer of Hell so the only people they will possibly be able to rape and torture are those they used to call brothers and sisters. Remember when I said those morons have no idea the devil outsmarts them? Well, I do...

Anyway, those stupid stubborn bastards would do anything to silence me to prevent me from telling the truth both to good, spiritually minded people and to the evil morons who are convinced their crimes are the very reason why they could never possibly lie to them... as if killing and torturing people was the ultimate guarantee of integrity! To this day, I still haven't understood how people who think they are soooo smart can be that stupid!

Risks, security and proof of the existence of God / Pure consciousness

2000 years ago, Jesus insisted only those (among those who obey criminals) who would risk their lives would go to Heaven (Matthew 10:24-39) – and, by the way, when Jesus says "My Father’s house has many rooms" (John 14:2), he discreetly refers to the higher lokas (higher planes of consciousness) the Veda tells about (Bhagavad-Gita 2:32). Fourteen hundred years ago, via Muhammad, archangel Gabriel also reminded throughout the Qu'ran that good people (who have been enslaved by criminals) would have to fight to go to Heaven. Finally, since Jesus appeared to me in September 2019, I have been, yet again, insisting those who obey criminals must take risks to go to Heaven or, at least, to the New Earth. I even explained things in a way no one – except, possibly, the stupid bastard copycatting me – ever did: no one can graduate without ever setting foot in school or the university then saying they are sorry for skipping classes! The world would be a mess if saying "I'm sorry" was enough to graduate without ever studying! Obviously, the only way to graduate is to pass a test. When a student fails a test, they will have to take it again and again until they pass or they will never graduate. In the same way, those who killed to save their own life will never go to Heaven unless they take the risk of being killed. Simple as that!

Let me consider things another way: let's say you do a routine check up and your physician tells you you have cancer. Are you going to despise that bastard? Then, when that filthy physician tells you the good news is chemo will give you a 50% chance of surviving, are you going to insult that stupid doctor who wears a white scrubs even though they probably never studied medicine and who, worse, can't even lick butts as well as you do? And when they tell you, if you don't go through chemo, you have a 100% chance of dying within three years, are you going to keep wallowing in your warm comfortable existence assuming that stupid doctor is only lying to you because they want your money?

Yet, even though I seriously doubt even 10% of those who sold their soul would be killed if they at last decided to unite in doing what it takes to be redeemed, most of them didn't bother taking the faintest risk to save their soul. I resent it all the more that my seat in Heaven is booked, which means I do not need to take risks and I keep being harassed and hurt for being kind enough as to try to help people who obviously do not deserve let alone bother about the help I am offering them. This is why so many people are excluded from joining the satsangs I facilitate... which isn't the result of a whim but based on the very instructions Jesus gave to the disciples, instructions which are nowadays, even more relevant than ever since, over the past few decades, hundreds of people who were starving in their own country took the risk of dying while crossing seas on a tiny frail boat – and, sadly, many of them did die – for a piece of daily bread so I can only assume the only reason why so many of those who claim they long for freedom bothered to have their pretty cheek bones scratched is that they are not that dissatisfied with wallowing in the privileges they "earned" by killing someone and, moreover, not a single one of them really wants to go to Heaven!

Actually, in his Hadith, which I already quoted a while ago, archangel Gabriel foretold "the slave-girl will give birth to her master"... which implies she won't be killed. Now, being ready to take risks doesn't mean we should take unnecessary risks so hire body guards if you can.

If you think you can complain I am cruel because, in addition to being harassed from morning to evening and from evening to morning for trying to help you, I just can't imagine crossing the desert with tens of thousands of arrogant people who think their money and / or their celebrity makes them so much better than the one God / Pure Consciousness sent them and who, worse, who are convinced they know so much better than the one God / Pure Consciousness sent them that each and every one of them is entitled to discuss each and every step we take across the desert, why don't you cross this sorry desert on your own? This will make the walk much easier for me and for those who trust me!

In case you acknowledge how lucky you are that, once in a very while, God / Pure Consciousness send those who have no moral compass whatsoever someone to help them overcome their unfathomable arrogance, selfishness and sense of entitlement (Matthew 19:24 = Mark 10:25 = Luke 18:25 ≡ Al'Araf 7:40) but your are still wondering whether I am a fraud, when he talks about false prophets (Matthew 24:11; Matthew 24:24; Luke 13:22), Jesus obviously refers to priests, pastors, imams and other religious or spiritual teachers who, as opposed to me, were not libeled and hurt (Matthew 5:10-11; Matthew 23:37 = Luke 13:34) and who certainly do not bear the same fruits (Matthew 7:15-17). What are those fruits? First of all, I am not saying I do not enjoy going to church once in a while or I don't acknowledge, for watching online videos, Muslims are closer to God / Pure Consciousness when they pray than members of any other religion and even than many spiritual seekers but there is a difference with an unripe, crunchy and vaguely sweet pear and a fully ripe juicy meltingly soft very sweet pear! As a matter of fact, anyone sensitive enough will feel a deep relaxation during the satsangs I facilitate and anyone sensitive enough joining those satsangs for long enough will notice peace, compassion, joy and courage building up over time. Those fruits are bestowed by efficient techniques for spiritual growth like the ones Jesus used to teach 2000 years ago – laying of hands and silent prayer, which is the proper way to pray – and which were hidden by the Pharisees so their flock wouldn't go to Heaven (Luke 11:52, in which the "key to knowledge" refers to the spiritual practices which allow us to integrate knowledge in our being rather than merely grasping it intellectually). Now, why did the Pharisees hide this key to knowledge? Why didn't they want people to go to Heaven? Because, as opposed to what all Christian institutions pretend, the Pharisees were not Jews but very evil people, as proven by John 8:44! Why don't Christian institutions tell their flock about Luke 11:52, John 8:44 and many other verses I do quote? Why, while saying they want to help people go to Heaven, are they hiding part of Jesus' teachings? Muslim institutions are also obviously not as good as they claim they are otherwise the Sunna, the Muslim oral tradition, wouldn't announce the coming of a Mahdi who will tell the concealed truth!

Oh, and by the way, speaking of fruits: all the alleged Christians who practiced reiki and who lied to their flock saying they received a grace from God have been un-attuned – which any reiki master will tell you is impossible but I'm telling you, this is the proof Jesus foretold would be necessary for you to believe me (John 16:7-11). The fact that people I don't event know can join the satsangs I facilitate without having to register or to watch a video and, moreover, the fact that a number of people are excluded for wronging or opposing me is another proof I am the one Jesus said he would request God / Pure Consciousness to send to help those who sold their soul redeem it (John 14:16-17 – CEB being the only proper English translation of those verses). Not a single reiki master, not a single energy healer in the world can do what archangel Gabriel does by my intercession and only by my intercession!

Truth is, I can also give the proof of the existence of God / Pure Consciousness but I am not going to publish that proof and that information on the Internet since it is a well known fact that many scholars are convinced Shakespeare's plays were really written by someone else or French theater writer and comedian Moliere's plays really were written by Pierre Corneille and many scientists suspect Einstein was a plagiarist plus I once stumbled upon the Facebook account of an arrogant allegedly Christian clown claiming he knew so much about God even though he was using knowledge I posted on my website and I had never heard or read anywhere else, particularly things I know for merging with God / Pure Consciousness during my first NDE. The worst part is that this allegedly Christian half-wit blocked me after I complained he copycatted my work!

Stop being stupid!

I am very concerned about the fact that so many people believe the lies about me of the bastards they saw torturing people. When did being that barbaric become a guarantee of integrity? How can anyone be stupid enough as to believe I am the narcissistic pervert mean one, the racist one, the homophobic one, the pedophile one, the transphobic one just because a bunch a terribly cruel clowns said so?

I am therefore going to explain something an even moderately smart seven year old would understand: the bastards you saw torturing people, toddlers even, told you they would hurt you if you disobeyed, right? So you are afraid they might kill or even torture you if you disobey too much, right? The big problem is, did those bastards give you the assurance they would never hurt you granted you obeyed them? Because it might seem to be implied that those who threaten to hurt you if you disobey won't hurt you if you don't disobey but, sadly, it isn't implied. Truth is, many of you know those evil clowns better I do – for the good reason that, while thinking they are so courageous, they never had the guts to look me in the eye and they keep harassing me from the stupid den they stay holed up in – so you know nothing is never implied with them! You have absolutely no guarantee they won't hurt you if you keep obeying them.

Why would I suggest those stupid stubborn bastards might hurt you even if you obey them? Because they will torture all of you as you become useless. The most important thing those bastards are hiding from you is that Armageddon is coming and that planet Earth is bound to be destroyed by a giant asteroid. This is why NASA made an experiment to deviate an asteroid from its trajectory... except the asteroid was ridiculously small compared to the one which will destroy planet Earth. This is why a bunch of self-centered selfish billionaires spent insane fortunes building underground facilities (Revelation 6:15, except the seer, who was shown the entrances of caves, couldn't fathom he really was seeing the entrance of luxury bunkers). Area 51 is probably the most famous of those underground facilities meant for an ultra-elite to survive Armageddon but, in France alone, I stood close to the entrance of three of those underground facilities and my brother stumbled upon a fourth one.

Now, you know damn well while claiming they are supremely enlightened and even though they wallow in tremendous wealthy and privileges, the evil clowns you are afraid of – and, worse, you are stupid enough as to trust! – can't bear their miserable existence without getting high on psychoactive blood, which is clearly revealed by the Bible:

► "for they have shed the blood of your holy people and your prophets, and you have given them blood to drink as they deserve" (Revelation 16:6). One doesn't need to be a genius to understand some people drink or drank blood!

► "I saw that the woman was drunk with the blood of God’s holy people, the blood of those who bore testimony to Jesus" (Revelation 17:6). This verse also makes it clear some people drink blood and that blood makes them drunk.

► The same thing is revealed in Ezekiel 39:19: "At the sacrifice I am preparing for you, you will eat fat till you are glutted and drink blood till you are drunk". All anyone as to do is read the Bible to learn about it.

► "Fallen is that great city, because she made all nations drink of the wine of the wrath of her fornication" (Revelation 14:8). Because this verse is metaphoric, which makes its meaning a little more difficult to grasp, I'll explain "the wrath of her fornication" represents rape associated with torture and, since no wine can be harvested from rape and torture, wine can only be a metaphor from blood which is drained from the people who are or have been abused. We thus understand this blood has psychoactive properties because rape and the pain caused by shedding blood (also revealed in Ezekiel 22:12) cause the body to produce adrenaline and endorphins, which turns the harvested blood in some kind of drug.

It actually doesn't take being a genius to understand God / Pure Consciousness didn't plant that tree bearing the forbidden fruit in the middle of the garden for the pleasure of being obeyed! The forbidden fruit is a gift from God / Pure Consciousness Whoich gave our bodies the ability to produce endorphins to alleviate pain in case of injury. The problem is that a bunch of bastards had the idea of torturing people so their bodies would produce endorphins, which are some kind of natural morphine and heroin, plus adrenaline produced by fear, then to get high by drinking their blood which torture – and rape, while they are at it... – rendered psychoactive.

I am therefore asking you: why do you think those bastards you know are insanely cruel and selfish will invite you in the stupid bunkers in which they will seek shelter right before the giant asteroid hits our planet? Because they love you? To give you a reward they never said they would give you? Or as a blood reserve?

If you are stupid enough as to keep obeying those bastards, you have, at best, 100% chance of dying then ending up in Gehenna and, at worst, unless you have particular skills they will need in their stupid bunkers, you will end up in those evil clowns' plates and cups so when are you going to understand obeying the worst criminals ever is the dumbest thing to do?

This is why Jesus gives a very clear warning: "If you try to save your life, you will lose it. But if you give it up for me, you will surely find it." (CEV) or "Whoever wants to keep his life safe will lose it. But whoever gives his life to serve me will have true life" (EASY), to quote two good translations of Matthew 10:39. Now, neither Jesus nor I say you have to die, but you have to prioritize your soul over your body and, hence, be ready to take the risk of being killed.

One thing is for sure, if you are going to be hurt and, possibly killed – which I sincerely hope you won't be – you'd better be hurt and / or killed to enjoy a blissful eternal life on the New Earth than to end up in Gehenna via the stupid stomach of the stupid bastards you have been stupid enough as to trust even though you know their favorite game is to trick people!

Oh, and by the way, on the "Stop being stupid!" front, don't you say I denounced anyone by saying I have to ignore people speaking to me in coded language (cf. page 16) because, for years, a bunch of filthy collaborators have been the ones who have been watching everything I watch(ed) and who – even after I warned them they would end up in the plates and cups or those they are stupid enough as to keep licking the hands of – are denouncing those they are twisted enough as to call brothers and sisters! This is why I cannot any more see the posts of dozens of people I follow on Instagram: they have been identified as waving at me and they are as heavily censored as I am being censored! Collaborators to Nazis had at least the guts and honesty to wear a uniform allowing people to identify them! And I resent that so many people keep considering any slave would never in a million years betray them for a filthy reward – even though this is the very way your stupid club works! – while they find each and every opportunity to judge me even though I am doing everything I can to help them and I have been more harassed and sometimes hurt for doing so! Enough is enough! Especially after I warned you even Moses didn't free all the slaves! So show a little appreciation or decide once and for all to find someone else to help free you and redeem your soul!

This being said, don't worry, perceptiveness goes along with spiritual advancement and, as you can imagine, those who betray their kind are not, by far, the most spiritually advanced, hence perceptive, slaves. You have understood while giving the illusion of doing the opposite, psychoactive blood makes people spiritually wane, don't you? This is partly because of the karma it bears but also and more importantly because it is embedded with terror and shame. This is why the more those stupid stubborn bastards drink that stupid blood, the more paranoid, easily offended and greedy they become... while being convinced they are perfectly impassible and devoid of ego, at that – can anyone be that stupid, really? Anyway, it took a lot for those whose posts and stories I cannot see anymore on Instagram to be censored.

I didn't reveal any secret!

The stupidity of the stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 concerns me all the more that they have the power to censor my website. This is why I had to explain that, contrary to what many reiki masters do, I do not give long distance attunements. Since Jesus appeared to me in September 2019, I actually never even said I was giving empowerments or attunements. I always made it clear first Jesus then archangel Gabriel gave the empowerments yet the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back kept reproaching me with doing what they don't want me to do. In the same way, I am concerned those morons would claim I reveal a number of secrets on my website – which I used to do but I don't any more – and they would use it a reason to keep censoring me and harassing me. Let me hence make things straight: I merely explain a number of things which have already been revealed.

Those bastards are so stupid while claiming otherwise, I will insist a little: nothing can be revealed twice! For example, I didn't reveal anything about Kamadhenu. Anyone reading the Veda – or the Wikipedia page dedicated to that pest – can understand who she is and since the Veda is about spiritual growth, anyone can understand Kamadhenu is not an emanation of God / Pure Consciousness but a demon posing as a god, which demons love doing. I admit not everyone will understand, hence the need for clarification, but, again, I didn't reveal anything, I merely explained something which had already been revealed, just like when I said some people get high on psychoactive blood, which the Bible did reveal and I merely explained.

Let me give you another example. By telling you in the very Catholic Sanctuary of Lourdes, France, where I live, I was received in a confession booth by a priest who was high on psychoactive blood – which I can detect as easily as a trained cop can spot a cocaine addict – I am not revealing any secret but merely testifying about something I saw, which is what Jesus requested me to do when he appeared to me. Saying, for example, that this of that percentage of priests drink psychoactive blood would count as revealing a secret but, when I say, in a very confession booth, I met a priest who was high on psychoactive blood, I am not revealing a secret, especially since I am not giving any details which could allow you to identify that priest. I am not revealing anything either when I say, in a variety of situations, I met other people who were high on blood.

Truth is, I want to contribute to protecting the poor and the oppressed and my students as much as possible but I am not as stupid and as uneducated as a bunch of filthy psychopaths pretend to those they are evil and hypocritical enough as to call brothers and sisters. This is why I will only say to those who have enough trust in me, put a bolt on your door and, when you're traveling, either make sure to stay in a room which has a bolt on its door or put your mattress behind the door and sleep with your feet pointing at the door. Also, avoid wandering alone in desert streets or places. Unless you are as stupid as the stupid stubborn bastards who are my back 24/7, I have no doubt you agree I didn't reveal any secret. I would reveal a secret if I explained why I am giving you such an awkward advice but, as long as I am not explaining anything and I am only suggesting you do as I say, I am not revealing any secret.

Actually, in the same way, I will give advice to those who trust me without, unless necessary, giving explanations at each and every step we take. If you need to be freed from bondage and you think you know better than me, by all means, free yourself! If you trust me, follow my guidance and walk the path as fast as you possibly can.

(this picture is 168 years old so its copyright expired)

In case the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back would claim and complain I revealed some people are treated as slaves, I want to make it clear they would be lying. See for yourself by looking at this picture in which Bernadette, to whom Mother Mary appeared 18 times and who was canonized by Church, gives the finger to an invisible bracelet, symbolizing being treated as a slave, which no one is supposed to know. I admit understanding Bernadette's message – which she had to make extremely subtle to avoid being censored – requires certain skills but I didn't reveal anything. Bernadette herself revealed she was treated as a slave and I merely explained it.

Of course, someone could argue this picture was taken in 1858 so how can I be sure some people are still treated as slaves? Well, it is a well known fact Moses freed slaves 3500 years ago, Jesus freed slaves 2000 years ago (Luke 4:18), Muhammad freed slaves 1400 years ago (At-Tawbah 9:60) and, in 1858, there were still secret slaves. If those slaves had been freed, we would know about it. This is not enough to convince you? Then check out this article from the very serious BBC website and see for yourself some people are still being enslaved.

The bottom line is I didn't reveal any secret on my website even though I could have since the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back did reveal to me how they kill people in fake accidents. THAT is a secret! I don't even remember writing anything about it in my 1600 page diary! Now, because no one ever revealed it publicly and there is no way even the smartest human being on Earth could understand it, the stupid stubborn bastards did reveal it, along with a number of other secrets to me! Truth is the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 and who think they are entitled to punishing me fail to mention to the so-called brothers and sisters they keep lying to is I never requested their help, which means even by their very law, they have no right over me yet, after I rejected they offer to "help" me and after I informed them their law doesn't allow me to try to compel me, they kept insisting over and over they want me to submit to them!

This has been going on since April 2022! Worse, on the very day when I said on my website those stupid stubborn bastards keep dis-respecting their law – hence their master for whom they know damn well I have more respect than they ever did and ever will (!), which doesn't mean I am willing to serve him... – they were stupid and stubborn enough as to send two persons threaten me in the street in two separate occasions! You know the saying, those who live in glass houses shouldn't be stupid enough as to throw stones then claim walls can't stop them but, more importantly than quoting a saying, let me be very clear again: I repeatedly told those stupid stubborn bastards I'd rather die than submit to them and I mean it, God / Pure Consciousness wouldn't have chosen me, and I gave you the proof They did (a proof you are stupid enough as to reproach me with!), if, like so many spiritual teachers, I chose to condone torture to teach – and to teach lies, at that! – so, if not a single person steps up to satisfy archangel Gabriel's prophecy, I will end up taking a well deserved retirement in Heaven and all those who obey criminals, even if only out of fear, will end up in Gehenna because I made it VERY CLEAR that, for the protection of good people, no one via whom injustice and oppression could make their way through to the New Earth will be allowed to go there.

Now, I am not naive enough as to believe those stupid stubborn bastards would spend so much energy slandering me and giving me a bad reputation if those who have enough rank to step up to the plate were killed just for coming and supporting me so don't you act surprised when I'm telling you if you'd rather go to Hell than do what it takes to enjoy a blissful eternal life, you are unbelievably stupid! By the life of Pi, how ironic is it that those who think the more blood they have on their hands, the smarter they are can be so bad at math?

A few words to the bastards who think they are gods

Since the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 keep harassing me and, worse, they keep asking me to do my part, I will now address their stupid brothers who, in addition to confusing cruelty for courage and having – experiences and power – for being are stupid enough as to think they are gods even though their master said they would be AS gods (Genesis 3:5)!

The stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers while believing each and every word flowing out of their filthy mouths – as if torturing people was the ultimate guarantee of integrity, stupid! – might tell you they are punishing me for revealing a number of your stupid secrets but did they tell you in three different occasions, I closed all my websites and all my socials yet, in each of these three occasions, those stupid stubborn bastards were still harassing me after seven days? This is why, at some point, I told them I would reveal their secrets – some of which THEY revealed to me even though I never requested and I even repeatedly rejected their "help", remember, stupid? Those stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers are therefore the ones responsible for everything that I revealed on YouTube, socials and other websites – which is very little since those stupid bastards were censoring me, anyway... – and all of you are responsible for letting them harass me even though they were disobeying Lucifer!

It so happens that, contrary to those morons who think never feeling anything is the proof they are supremely enlightened, I do feel a lot, which allowed me to speak with Lucifer in a number of occasions and he repeatedly told me his disobeying minions should let go of me yet, after I informed them, they kept harassing me over and over and they are still on my back, stupid enough as to keep demanding I did my part! Well, this is me doing my part! Doesn't any of you have enough respect for your master to check I am telling the truth and the stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers are the ones who are lying to you? I know Jesus himself said Lucifer is a liar (John 8:44) but Lucifer told me he would punish those disobeying morons for disrespecting his law and for persisting in harassing me and trying to compel me to submit to them and I do perceive Lucifer does punish those stupid stubborn bastards, which I informed them of, but they are apparently so dull, stubborn and stupid, they just don't want to hear it.

Anyway, I can tell Lucifer is telling me the truth when he says he is punishing his disobeying minions. Again, doesn't any of you have enough respect for your master to check I am telling the truth and to make sure the stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers stop disobeying and insulting Lucifer by their stupid stubborn attitude? Or are you so desperate to interact with your master for real you would like him to punish you as well for being accomplices to the stupid stubborn bastards who insist on disobeying him?

As as side note, you all owe me for letting those stupid stubborn bastards harass me and try to compel me to submit to them! I will however make you a gift: you claim you have no faith and you adhere to your doctrine out of pure logic but you are stupid enough as to boast as long as you could have a soft boiled egg every morning for breakfast, you would be happy even if you had to live in a caravan with a hen or you would still overflow with still joy if you were trapped in a burning car in the middle of nowhere with no one to save you! Do you have the proof of that? Did you ascertain it via an experiment, which any smart and logic person would do to ensure their hypothesis is true, or are you stupid enough as to have blind faith while claiming you are purely logical and, at that, your stupid eyes are open?

It so happens that, in late December 2024, I published a document debunking eight flaws of the doctrine you are stupid enough as to blindly adhere to then I posted two additional flaws, giving you the intellectual proof just like he teaches you how to outsmart people, Lucifer also outsmarts all of you... and he gave you ten warnings. Ten warnings, way more than you give to the ones you think you are entitled to enslave without ever facing the consequences of your actions! Did the stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers forward these ten essential pieces of information to you? Did they have enough care for you to, at the very least, ask you what you thought about what I said?

The worst part is that just like I have more respect for Lucifer than any of you seems to do, even though we play in opposite teams, Lucifer also has more respect for me than he has for any of you for the very good reason that he values intelligence above anything else and, contrary to stupid bunch of you who abuse the power Lucifer put in your stupid hands while being stupid enough as not to see the many flaws of your doctrine, I did see those flaws, which means even if I was as selfish, as self-centered and as cruel as you are, I wouldn't buy Lucifer's lies about the alleged divinity he is offering to those who are stupid enough as to believe him!

Now, since you are stupid enough as to, despite what I said, keep letting the stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to keep calling brothers harass me, let me tell you you don't even know your own master! First of all he is a he, not a she, and he certainly doesn't have tits since he has no body. Lucifer's physical appearance is a gigantic head without a body. Do you think Lucifer's thing is to use his head to compel people against their consent? Can a mere head even resort to brute force, stupid? Obviously, Lucifer's MO is to use his incredible intelligence to outsmart people! Then he allows you to resort to force to keep those you outsmarted in your power but this is very different from compelling people to submit to you, stupid! This means all of you who resorted to force to enslave anyone were wrong by Lucifer's very law and they should release the slaves they didn't outsmart plus they should compensate them for the harm they did to them.

January, 19, 2026 update

The "successive human authority" (Al-Baqarah 2:30, quran.com) you obey knows damn well the gift I just asked Lucifer for and they know damn well Lucifer gave me that gift out of punishing them for cheating and disobeying his orders to stop preventing me from teaching and and to stop hurting me and harassing me yet the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 keep harassing me and, worse, they are insanely entitled enough as to complain about the gift Lucifer just offered me!

Those stupid stubborn bastards hence not only keep disobeying Lucifer plus insulting him – by assuming he won't know those stupid stubborn bastards are still harassing me as long as I don't tell him, which they have been stupid enough as to do, I could feel how emotional they got each time I had an inward chat with Lucifer! – they are now complaining Lucifer doesn't do their stupid bidding! Can the farce become any stupider and can those evil clowns who claim they have absolutely no ego while caring so much about their reputation become any more ridiculous?

Anyway, the more those stupid stubborn bastards will oppose me, the more they will be punished by Lucifer and, in case this would be a cause of concern for those who are sitting on the fence (cf. next section), siding with me will never put anyone at risk of being punished by Lucifer.

Now, for you tight asses, the door is indeed, extremely narrow (Matthew 7:13-14 ≡ Luke 13:24) and siding with me will only allow you to steer clear of going to Hell granted you start soon enough. For your own sake, I sincerely hope you won't be as stupid and as stubborn as the stupid stubborn bastards you are stupid enough as to call brothers.

I understand while claiming they are so much smarter than regular people they are gods, a bunch of evil morons just cannot understand why Lucifer would support me but, come on, how hard is it, really, to understand Lucifer, as opposed to them, does abide by his own law and does, hence, punish the stupid stubborn bastards who disobey him?

To those who are sitting on the fence

If you are sitting on the fence (Al-A'raf 7:46), you should know your alleged enlightenment is a fraud. I mean, if you were a billionth as smart as you think you are, you wouldn't need me to tell you your alleged enlightenment is a fraud for you know damn well drinking even massive amounts of psychoactive blood doesn't make anyone impassive. I know I said spiritual growth doesn't make people impassive and I stand by what I said but you are stupid enough as to believe it does and, again, the huge problem is drinking even massive amounts of psychoactive blood doesn't make anyone impassive. What makes people impassive is that they were trained, from a very young age, to have no emotions. From a very young age, those people were trained to watch daddy torture people, toddlers even, first without showing any emotion then without feeling the faintest emotion. When those people stop drinking psychoactive blood, they remain pretty much unable to feel anything and they still seem impassive... even though they are particularly susceptible and paranoid, which they are way too dull to perceive. On the contrary, those who were not trained to repress their emotions are not impassive, even after drinking massive amounts of psychoactive blood. So this fake enlightenment you think is characterized by impassiveness is not provided by drinking psychoactive blood but by a specific training. If you didn't receive that kind of training from a very young age and you torture people then drink their blood with them, those people will call you brothers or sisters but they will never genuinely consider you as their brothers or sisters... so don't be stupid and stop doing those lying bastards' bidding! You can still produce fruit worthy of repentance and avoid going to Hell. In case you don't believe in Hell and all you believe in is survival, don't you think you won't be the first ones those bastards will, in the underground facilities they built hoping to survive Armageddon (Revelation 6:15, except the seer didn't see the entrances of caves but of stupid luxury bunkers he couldn't fathom the existence of) will torture when they run out of slaves whose blood to drain after torturing them. You know the kind of nourishment those bastards can't bear their miserable existences without cannot be kept in fridges, right? So why don't you think about that before claiming you are so smarter than anyone else for sitting on top of the world alongside those bastards and for being invited to seek shelter in their stupid bunkers right before Armageddon?

Now, even if you were trained to repress your emotions from a very young age, that still doesn't make you enlightened, whether or not you drink blood! Everything you were taught is a lie and the stupid stubborn bastards you are, for now, siding with to silence me are only silencing me to prevent me from telling you what they are hiding from you!

I am not rich and I was tortured for refusing to kill someone!

Since I had every reason to believe the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 and who keep harassing me also kept censoring my website, I put a code locked box next to my front gate with a sign inviting anyone who wanted my help to be empowered to lay hands and rid of Kamadhenu's grip or have the proof of the existence of God to open that box and to take a USB on which I copied an html plus a pdf version of my website. Unfortunately, the stupid stubborn bastards who are on my back 24/7 sent someone to open that box and change the code necessary to open it, which confirms those morons who don't have the guts to look me in the eye will keep doing everything they can to stop me from helping those who sold their soul redeem it. I therefore have every reason to suspect those stupid stubborn bastards who already slandered me a lot will stop at no lie to dissuade those in whose power it would be to become my students not to do so. In order to restore the truth, I have to assume what else those stupid stubborn bastards might be telling about me. Just in case, I'll therefore mention I am not rich and I am adamant no rich will access spiritual awakening / go to Heaven unless they seriously review their attitude and they take the necessary risks – which is what Jesus and the Qu'ran have been warning about for respectively 2000 and 1400 years, remember?

Truth is, someone tried to compel me to kill a kid when I was thirteen years old and, even though I was that young, I refused to kill that kid. Refusing to obey caused me to be tortured during a surgery during which, instead of being anesthetized, I was only paralyzed from the waist up with a curare derivative. The bastards who tortured me knew damn well what they were doing since, to enjoy torturing me a little more, they didn't paralyze or even tie my legs which, because of the excruciating pain, I kept agitating like crazy all along the procedure, for those bastards' sick enjoyment. In addition to years of a profound sustained search which began when I was nineteen, which is when I first heard of spiritual awakening and I decided to dedicate my life to accessing this state of consciousness, this is what it took for me to access spiritual awakening! So, again, don't you think spiritual awakening will be granted easily to you if you love money more than you soul, if you love your body more than your soul and / or if you shed blood to become rich and / or shine!

By the way, "The other one" allegedly sent by God / Pure Consciousness to help you is not only a member of this stupid blood shedding club but yet another fraud impersonating a spiritual teacher so don't you think any of you rich and powerful ones will ever save your soul if you don't do as I say... which should be before late 2027 at the latest since I spend more money than I receive and my savings will be gone by then.

The missing link

I would like to share with you the picture of a prophetic statue the Mayas placed at the heart of the Chichen Itza pyramid between 1000 and 1500 years ago:

(source: Lonely Planet)

Rumor as it the Mayas wrote what feels like a zen koan somewhere in the pyramid: "A tomar por rodillas". Does this alleged mind-boggling sentence help interpret the message embedded in the Chichen Itza pyramid or is it merely a diversion? I am telling you it does help. How do I know? I got a tip from the horse's mouth!

Well, it so happens that the Chinese year of the Horse of Fire is about to begin so will this statue and this alleged mysterious writing on a hardly ever noticed wall inside an ancient pyramid move you? Will it set your brain on fire? Will it contribute to burning down outdated structures?

Would you like to see this statue up close? Then take a look at this amateur but very precious because extremely rare footage of the Chichen Itza statue showing details!

Would you like an additional thinking tip from other ancient Latin Americans which might help link the Eastern and the Western worlds, just like Jesus does in Matthew 24:27? Why don't you check out the Nazca geoglyphs and wonder who is the most friendly, a monkey or a hummingbird, a spider or a long beaked and tailed condor?

This being said, I would advise truth seekers not to take everything they read on the Internet at face value, even if everyone seems to agree on the same explanation. For example, it takes being very gullible to believe this Nazca drawing represents an astronaut, which even Wikipedia claims, when it could be interpreted in so many different ways.

The alleged Nazca astronaut (source: Wikipedia)

Here are actually three interpretations which make so much more sense:

1- this is a soccer goalkeeper with their big round eyes wide open. They are pissed because they have been benched for having no hands and this kind of discrimination is simply unacceptable. Because they have no mouth, they are raising their arm to call good people to come and play with them rather than keeping sticking with the evil allegedly more skilled players. If they could speak, they would say: I can stop any ball with my forehead and we are going to have so much fun!"

2- they are a handy(wo)man wearing goggles. Since they have no mouth, they are raising an invisible hand to say: "Don't worry, I can fix that broken mirror!" Now you understand why they are wearing goggles: to protect their eyes from the shattered glass.

3- they are a participant to the famous quiz show "Jeopardy" and they cannot believe what they are seeing: they have the question to the last answer, which will make them win the game! In case you are wondering, the question is "Why is it insanely stupid to claim all those who know themselves will forget who they are next fall?" In case you don't see it, the absence of hands symbolizes autumn, the absence of hands symbolizes autumn, when leaves fall. The gamer is so talented that, even though they have no hands, they can indicate it is 8:20... 8:20pm, of course, since broadcasting Jeopardy in the morning would be bad for audience. And, by the way, the character is a gamer, not a player!

Stephane Vid Pautrot,
January 21, 2026.

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